CHAINS OF DARKNESS

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TRUE LIFE STORY
Okay, I was thirty-four years this October, and I am single. My story goes thus, even though I am a woman, I grew up noticing I had an odd attraction toward fellow women -  I like girls. Well, it has reduced by the help of the Holy Spirit. I first noticed it when I was sixteen years old, (1996) but it didn’t bother me because sex was the last thing on my mind.

Let me quickly say that I have a twin sister; she married over seven years ago and has three children now. From age sixteen I loved many mature ladies, but nothing happened between us. I guess I was lucky not to fall into wrong hands. Fast forward to 2009, when I met a girl at the university – events got too hot for me to handle. That year, I fell helplessly in love with the girl in question. As much as the thought of that horrifies me, the truth is it happened. We were in the same department; it was during one of our IT programme. She was the first I was sexually attracted to. We became friends. One day in my father's house, she touched me briefly – it was less than a minute and stopped because I was making so much noise. That would be my first at such. It was just kiss and breast touch.

Well, by the next morning, reality dawned on me; I was afraid. Let me quickly say here that I grew up as a church girl and I know what it means to offend God. For days there was fear and dread in my heart. I was sorry, but inside me, I knew I would do it again and again if she was to touch me once more, hence the dread in me. Thank God for me, my friend encountered God in a new dimension, that such never repeated itself again, though we remained very good friends.

Then the worst happened. She died April 9th, 2010 while travelling back to her place from my house. Till date, her death is still a shock to me. I still think of her. I feel responsible for her death. I could not believe it that she was dead. One moment she was with me and the next she was gone. I became lonely. I had a guy I wanted to marry then, but after her death, I told the guy I was not really interested. I used church as my excuse.

In 2011, I joined a social network, 2go, to be precise, There I met women with lust for other women just like me. That started my lesbian life till 2013 December when my brother insulted me for bringing all manner of girls to the house to sleep with. I stopped allowing my girls to come over, I would just chat with them. I have to add here that though I did girl stuff, I was never happy. When they leave, I would ask God for mercy, and tell Him to destroy the spirit. it became my daily prayer point.

In 2014, I didn’t invite my girlfriend over.

2015, May, I invited her thinking I was strong enough to handle what would come out of her visit. When she came over some stuff happened, though it was not like the other times, however, I failed yet again. From that time till now, heaven has been by my side. My problem now is I got a job in a boarding school for only girls. Meanwhile, in the last school I taught, there was a girl that liked me almost to death. I had every opportunity to corrupt her with my ways, but I didn’t. Do you know why? I knew God brought that girl to me to protect.

If I had tried any nonsense with her, I knew God would have killed me. My point here is, I can’t keep up with this evil lifestyle. Now I am in a school for only girls. there is a particular tomboy in SS3 that is so close to me. I won’t claim that I don’t like her, but I know I can’t do anything with her.

Sadly, for me, while I fought hard to keep my head straight and stay away from corrupting the young girl, SS3 students began to peddle rumour that I was lesbian and was doing sick stuffs with my tomboy friend. Their reason was that all the tomboys in the school are my friends and that I am always seen with this particular one. Let me quickly add that I stay with the students during their night prep. I am thinking of stopping the prep job, so after I close in the afternoon, I leave the school compound, so that the students won’t see me at night, and I would not have any opportunity to see my tomboy friend. She has begged me not to stop seeing her, but I need to run for dear life.

What do you guys think? I so much value my name and would not want to soil it.

Sadly, I am bound by a spirit that has led me for years on the path of darkness. I can’t believe that what I have just told is my story. I want deliverance and I want it now! I want to stop being attracted to fellow women and to be freed from the stormy desires inside me toward them. Each time I fail, I feel darts of pains, sorrows, guilt and shame piecing my heart. I need deliverance now! I know God has been helping me, but I want absolute freedom from this evil. It took me quite a lot to open up about this knowing how much the society hates what I feel strongly pulled to do with fellow women. Frankly I need help!

The above true life account was sent in by an avid reader of www.moofyme.com stories and was edited by our editorial staff. The writer seeks much more than just your words of encouragement, she is asking for prayers.

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